i have literally spent all day writing reviews and articles for Luuux. I am obsessed. I want enough money for a flip camera. Muse concert is SUPER SOON. im so excited i could pee. Dustin is here but i wont see him till saturday :( court went awesome. case dismissed....i dont remember if i told you people or not :/ anyways. peace.

I've been thinking a bit about what I want to do and I guess for now I'm going to wait till we move to California or w.e. and go to makeup school. It's not like my lifes ambition but it will be more fun than waitressing or some shit. Dustin said he will help pay and I can get loans, it really isn't that expensive, at least the ones I've looked up. ( Read more... )

Yeah. Sorry for the hiatus. I've been busy doing things and such.
I have applied for like 50 jobs in the past 2 weeks and heard nothing back :/ oh well. It is getting pointless since I am moving soonnnn. Dustin is showing his demo reel to a few companies tomorrow so hopefully one will hire him.
I have been sick. Like usualllll.
I'm back to 119-118 ( Read more... )

ugh my life is boring. i spend my days watching movies and cleaning :/ im still waiting to hear back from the 43921674839 million places i applied. i might end up going back to kentacohut since they are hiring and i am desperate. its not like it would be for a long time anyways. hopefully just a few months. i really hope dustin gets a job soon, he ( Read more... )

i know having a baby now would be a horrible idea but i cant help but wanting one :/ fortunately dustin wont give into my desires until he know we are ready. im glad one of us is smart.

yay were back together. im so happyyy :) we worked everything out. anyways peace.

i seriously fucking hate it here. i just want to be with Dustin. i hate not being able to have sex or having anyone to talk to or cuddle with or wrestle with or chill with or watch tv, drink, go on random drives, heck i even miss having someone to fight with. i cant wait to see him again. the sooner the better.
im like so depressed without him. i ( Read more... )

i keep having really weird dreams...thats not really new, but like...i cant tell them apart from reality lately. like i had a dream that i was watching tv and a music video was on mtv for white sky by vampire weekend and it was new and so i called dustin to tell him and we were talking and whatever and then i woke up and was like "oh it was just a ( Read more... )

hey theree. so i had to change my font color cus sharon wants to use blue! lol. well today was Record Store Day for all the bands at Coachella so my mom and I went to Fantasy on Jefferson to buy the limited edition vinyl of Exogenesis (Muse) and when we got there someone already had bought it :( bummerr. i was super bummed.We ended up buying some ( Read more... )

ok so im not gonna post a dramatic post today for once. lol ( Read more... )